It’s just during the lunch when mom and the dad broke into a small quarrel, and then it starts growing bigger and bigger till I was so much fed up that I left the room.
I can’t believe they are still like this. They quarrel since I was a baby and now can you just believe they are still like this, even if I am now a 9th grader? I can’t figure out why they are often like this…………….

Sometimes, I wonder if they really were love marriage or arranged ?
I was used to imagining if they are forced to have a baby or they have me, as a baby by their own will.
If they really love each other, why is it hard for them to believe in each other?
Why is it that, they never try to understand each other as they do before giving birth to me.
Why didn’t one of them tolerate even if one goes too much far?
Is there still the tied knot of love between them? Or, is it disappeared?
Do they still wonder the worries they make for the children when they argue?
I even wonder if they knew they were parents of two children…………or, do they consider us and their parenthood life as a dream?

I can’t under stand the causes of this bizarre that I have been cooperating since childhood……..
They were superb parent for a child to have but,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,the quarrel they keep on having was horrible. I knew they weren’t a happy family without having an arguement between, in this whole sphericled shaped planet – EARTH! But probably not always. Sometimes it could happen………….but I don’t think it’s always.

Mom and dad was not quarrelling always but………..when they break into it, it’s really heart brokening………..
Both replying with words which could make an end of the life for a people having a heartache. And this ends up in destroying the trust in each other. Without having trust within a couple or a parents…….. I guess it’s a cup of coffee without any sugar. You know it’s very bitter in taste though it’s delicious looking from it’s looks…….
A non-verbal joke with no sign of smiles and laughs…..this will make the joke a big
flop!


I would gladly put some sugar in this sugarless coffee and show some signs of hidden smile and laugh in this jokeless joke too…
But it’s a hard challenge in making the appearance of trust within the couple and parents without the trust……


Is the bond of love that tied two of them along vanishning? Is it that they are becoming old and their love is diappearing too?


Even in the darkened room and even through the thick evergreen forest…………
I wish for a trace of ray bringing the happiness between the floor and the roof of the darkened room , between the root and canopy of the thick evergreen forest and as well between the greatest parent I could ever have…………………………………