If only he knew how i felt....if only he knew i loved him......if only i could have stopped him.......if i knew were he was going......if only i could do something to change his mind.......if only he listened to me before he got involved in all this.......if only we were destined o be together......if only that had kept repeating...... if only i could have made the right choice for him......if only he gave me the chance to tell him wat he meant to me......if only i could change for his sake.....if only.....if only.....i didn't let those tears run down his mother's eyes when she saw her young son's body lie in front of her.....if only......if only i hadn't met him then i wouldn't have the reason for his body laying there on the side of road with a bullet in his chest