17,Life is getting hard and hard to handle, school, chores, family, friends, everything 

16,Sitting in my room thinking about when does it get better, why can't my life just be nomily for ones, i would do anything to not be sad or anger anymore 

15, Depression kicks in, Why can't i get anything right no matter hard i try

14, Just going into high school i can't wait  

13, She came one night to get me and my sister, she was so high off of pills and things, she gets mad at my aunt and punchers her then leaves

12, I wonder if my mom is going to be here for my birthday this year 

11, Why can't i find her, hoping and wishing she was here to hold me as i cry out her name 

10, She is still doing the same old things, why is she doing this

9,When is my mom going to come home 

8,Living with my aunt is nice but idk where my mom or dad is yet 

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6, She tells me that “ you weren't planned for and if i didn't get put in jail then you wouldn't have been here.”

5,I got taken from my mom, she ods after she showed me how to shoot up in the bathroom and my aunt took us home that night. 

4, “I want to go to school mommy” she's too busy sleeping on the floor from the night before 

3,2,1

0,She sits in jail again and thinks of my name, “justice, justice because she is going to be my justice.”