I wonder if you ever sit and think of me if you light up when you hear my name and then go

silent and miss me. I wonder if you try to get into other relationships but all that goes through your head is me. I wonder if songs you used to love all remind you of me. I wonder if you have all these thoughts of me like i have for you. do you ever miss me? do you ever wish you could talk to me? do you ever feel like a clown when you don’t have support from me.

All i do to not think of you and i still only get you, you, you. music i used to love reminds me of you, all of these talking stages i get myself into and i hope that eventually it will be with you. I try everything to distract myself from the thought of you but i have no luck all it comes down to is you. your pretty smile, the hearts you used to send me, your beautiful eyes i could get lost in, your attitude with things and our first ever deep conversations. i miss everything about you. i wish me and you were still us instead of me and you cause anything other than us sounds terrible. I cant imagine a world without you and even though im still healing from you i still want you.