i wonder about the girl that everyone sees
the one who's not inside of me
the one who can smile day and night
the one who doesn't have to fight
for in my heart there is no light
just a girl who cowers, scared with fright
because the real self who she sees
is who she doesn't want to be
that girl who wants to end her life
stays awake through the night
she watches the other girl smile
while she cries
she watches the other girl live
while she dies
That other girl stands there in the light
she listens as her demons fight
that girl and who she wants to be
blend together to become
ME